If I find in myself desires which nothing in this world can satisfy, the only...– C. S. Lewis (via girlinlondon)
It crept unwelcome in my head.
Now at the end of every day I lie awake at night and wait to feel the wires of my brain get cut and quietly rearranged and hear my beaten heart exclaim. Still, I refuse to let her go. So we escape to our mistakes for they wait patiently for us. Oh, how they always wait for me. If my fear has kept me here, only my fear can set me free and I’m sorry dear but don’t you dare speak another...